She really needs them right now ..

Karebear if your reading this you are in my thoughts and prayers hun! everything will be good

Thank You for your prayers. I went for my 12 week u/s and I got to see the heartbeat, arms,legs and big old head. It was so Awesome feeling knowing this one survive for our family.Wheeewwww!!! My girls are so happy.
Now I am looking for a midwife but found out it no legal to have home births. This is my last one and would love to have at home. Anyone got a suggetiong how I can find one. I just moved to Macon,Missouri and have no friends here to find out. Any help will be greatly apppreciated.

My sil had a midwife only she had her at the hospital.

I would call the local hospital and ask them about midwifes ..or even your local health department.

Glad to hear the good news!
My daughter also had mid-wife, but at the local hospital

Ladies I am sorry I should explain it better. I had midwives in the hospital as well but one like my last one to be at home. Thanks for you thoughts and prayers. I am going to the doctor tomorrow to hear the heartbeat for the first time. I hope it is still there.